do you ever wonder why a person has been but into your life? what lesson are you supposed to learn from this person? it is a struggle to not get lost in this person and there is so much frustration with this person as well.

I would like:
boundaries
breaking patterns
letting go
being able to step away
not needed to save
getting to be me fully
to be seen clearly even with my shit there
to see others clearly even with their shit there
to be held
to break illusions
to be content with myself
to find peace in the solitude

i am feeling Origami is what I am needing to listen to