so beautiful outside today. it is finally getting cooler outside and it makes me soooo happy. today was a day of being content with myself. woke up to the beautiful sunshine and my new roommate milling about the house. we drove into town and took the dog on a field trip while we ran errands and got brunch and laid in the grass by the pond. Kione chased geese and tried to jump in the water. we headed home to try out our new swing blade on our crazy yard but ended up laying around outside and talking. its one of those days you wish you were laying in the grass by a river and doing absolutely nothing but just being there in that moment. so it was a good day and i felt better then i have all week. i finally slept some last night. and with each day I feel more and more growth. i am slowly finding my way home to myself.

reminder to myself that i need to write about trying to "fix" old stuff in new situations.